i went beach with friend . but china's beach not very clean . at least that beach i went not clean. but i still had fun . i  met 2 guys ,they are fun . in the bus they talked to me in english just like 4hours english corner . i think maybe someday i could go to travel just like them. go other place i never been. talk to someone i never met. my friend and i  lived a hotel that's not very hotel . but it's ok for us ,because it's free. when we were sleeping , the hotel was on fire. my god i never met this situation . we wanted get out of the room,but the smoke all over the hallway. we could see nothing . so we just in our room ,wet the towel then put towel under the door ,that's all we can do . at that moment i wasn't scare. we opened the window saw many people stood outside. finally i am save. 

       but i am thinking about if i died by that time . what should i do before i died? call? my mama? tell her i am going to die? then say i love her? make her couldn't sleep? cry and cry? i think i won't do that. i won't try to hurt her.  i'll call someone but i don't have his number.he might be sad or not .who knows . it doesn't matter. he might never know if i died. so i can't call him.

       i have other friend i want to call. he must be sad . but he has girlfreind,so he won't be sad long time . why i want to call someone? and make them sad. i don't know . but i think what matter i do ,even  have someone's number. at that time it was too late. love me or not it's not important anymore.

       i might regret about myself. why i didn't love myself more.why i didn't do something i want to do. so i should cherish everyday i have. right now and future. have you ever......?i want to ask, but anyway i am save. forget about it!

    今天是奥林匹克倒计时一周年。很多人都会在天安门广场噢。不过我是不会去的，因为人太多了，回不来的可能性是有的。无论怎么说，中国人民总是很爱国的，有别的同胞在就ok了。这两天一直在想着同一件事。可能是天气的原因，还是怎么，我的脖子都一直在疼。想想健康还真是第一位的呢。

   today is big day for China. but normal day for me. i have to sleep early my neck is painful