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    26 September

    i also fear something you fear

    What am I doing? I got serious headache today. Why ? I just hope I won’t die for this. I don’t fear dead. Just so many things I didn’t do yet. Do we fear dead? Oh , maybe I do . just don’t like to say it out. If I say I don’t fear dead , that can make me sounds special? But today I guess if you say you fear dead . that really can make you sounds special. You know today ,many people lie . many liars . so if you want to  be special only you tell truth. But I don’t like that. Because you are not the one of us. I’m dizzy now .  because I got headache.
    17 September

    i'm strange evil girl.

    Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same...'

    People so seldom say I love you And then it's either too late or love goes. So when I tell you I love you, It doesn't mean I know you'll never go, Only that I wish you didn't have to.”

     

    Someone told me .he thinks that’s just our situation. Maybe. But I still can’t change our current situation. I think that's kind of romantic but also doesn't make sense.i do care about freind . so just be my freind .

     

     

     A good friend’s ex boyfriend told her that she will be his the most important one, and he will do anything for her after they broke up. She really got touched. They did love each other deeply after all. That’s kind of romantic, isn’t it?But they didn’t contact each other for long time since broke up. Actually I believe that guy. When he told this to my friend . I believe he really meant it .But time ran fast , and we are just common human being.

    Another friend of mine. She also have a ex boyfriend. But the guy’s family didn’t allow them. So they broke up since many years. But the guy send her email every year on her birthday after they broke up even now. later she got new boyfriend for years. She lost the feeling about her ex already. She is very happy now, because she lives with her real life. Her romantic story is the most romantic one I never ever heard. But it’s over now. when she told me her story , I even cried for it. Her ex was perfect guy. Just he has his own religion. His family told him that he can give up his family but he can’t give up his god. In the end he gave up my friend and their truly love for his religion. My friend didn’t blame him since she saw he cried. She never saw he cried. For her he is such perfect guy. But he became such weakness this time.

    That’s also romantic , isn’t it?

     For me I think romantic is just romantic. we like it because it’s short extreme happy. Some people really good at it. So they make it happen for many times. Then those people also can get loves easy. Because they have this skill. But Andy Liu said he thinks the most romantic thing is be with your beloved for your rest life. So actually you can’t know if you really get most romantic until you dead. Hmm, I agree with him. He is my idol after all. Otherwise I also hate get hurt by footprints.

    10 September

    你是我的谁

    where r you from
    i talked to you from mirror
    you are very upset
    you told me i shouldn't be here
    you ask me to be with you
    you are alone
    you want have me
    i know you for long time
    i don't need you , but you always be there
    i think you want have me
    let me go
    who are you?
    let me go
    i don't want you
    let me go
    let me go
    but you won't let me go
    you will be with me forever
    you will take me to somewhere i don't like
    you want me be with you forever in somewhere i don't like
    i don't want , but i have no choice  .and i willl be with you forever.
     
    02 September

    it's ok. not big deal.

    still didn't get visa yet . it's ok not big deal. it is life ,and something bad just happen like this. i can't control it , it isn't my problem. hehe
    but when something bad happened , still something good there. my best friend has baby now. 21:28:58 30-8-2008. 顺产男婴六斤,母子平安。so it's realy not big deal compare my friend's baby come . i'm so happy for her . we has known each  for 20years . my god . my best firend has baby now. and the baby is boy . haha. very good .great . she is hero. i love her .